Monday, 26 February 2007
♥ Wonder why..
Wonder Why - Avalon
Why, why, tell me do you wonder why
Some can look so hard and miss the truth
Some will stumble over it a hundred times
And never ever see the living proof
Well, there's a kind of love the world could never deny
Let everybody see it in our lives
The world will wonder why
If you and I will shine His light
And hearts will discover life when we decide
To let ours go
We've got to give it up
And live the love
That opened our eyes
Live your life
The world will wonder why
Why, why, someone try and tell me why
We would want it any other way
A heart could change before our very eyes
Well, I've seen the difference love can make
Where is the kind of love this world could never explain
It's time to live the gospel unashamed
The world will wonder why
If you and I will shine His light
And hearts will discover life when we decide
To let ours go
We've got to give it up
And live the love
That opened our eyes
Live your life
The world will wonder why
If we were living with a passion
What would be the reaction
I know a single heart can change the world
If we were loving with a strong love
Then their eyes would see
And the world might believe...
{/10:58 pm}
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Thursday, 22 February 2007
♥ overnight lanning!
"Hey brother!" that's gonna be my reply to whoever calls me a female =P
HELLO EVERYONEE! (:
i'm updating. be amazed. muahaha =D
i dun really feel like blogging, but i wanna say one thing. I PLAYED LAN OVERNIGHT!! haha, not that it's something to be proud of, but it's a cool experience (: finally got to meet with lulu, js, and whoever else again. rocks man. it's so good to see them =) AND WE PLAYED OVERNIGHT DOOOOTAA! surprisingly, we played only about 4-5 rounds. now i understand how people actually pass the night.. because it passes so fast when one is dota-ing.
CNY is cool. because of all the yummy food and the catching up with cousins and stuff (:
I just hate the whole prosperity thing.
{/12:53 am}
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Sunday, 11 February 2007
♥
Sian sian sian sian....
Signs of spiritual decay..
stupid singapore education.
btw, can you answer the questions?
{/11:23 pm}
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♥ theeyy are back in taaaiiwan!!
ai. so much happened this week.
one week. one class. memories (:
BEHOLD MY PURPLE WINNIE THE POOH PENCILCASE!! =D
went to church on friday, sat, and sun. God ROOCCKS. went for prata after prayer, and we had a good talk =) yups...hm, other than that, i'm lazy to give details about my week.
but there, i've updated, for anyone who cares.
LAO SHIII!! NI HAO GAAY WOORHH!!!
{/9:57 pm}
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Wednesday, 7 February 2007
♥ The Joy of the Lord
"God I don't understand Your joy.
But I pray it over my brothers and sisters because you said that the joy of the Lord is our strength."
What is the joy of the lord? I used to think that it was being happy with our circumstances. I've come to realise that it's not really that. It's joy DESPITE our circumstances!
Phillipians 4:4 "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!"
Rejoicing in the Lord (: Rejoicing that we have such a wonderful friend, that we have an eternity in heaven, rejoicing that we do not need to worry about tomorrow, and we don't have to please anyone except Him. =) SO EXCITING!! =D
joy. (: it's a fruit of the spirit too! hmm hmm.. i dunno why i'm typing this actually (:
{/10:07 pm}
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Sunday, 4 February 2007
♥
SO CUTE!!
x)
{/8:54 pm}
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Saturday, 3 February 2007
♥ Ever felt pathetic?
That's right. Have you felt pathetic?
Ok, before I say anything more...
these are my personal thoughts, no one really has to react to it.
that's quoting grace loke. haha. (:
anyway, back to the topic at hand. I'm really pathetic. Yup. Of all the things I pride myself on in this world, my relationship with God is the one I cherish the most.
Christianity. Religion. Worshipping God.
I really really have to say that God rocks. Completely.
And I suck. Completely.
In a relationship (a proper one anyway), both parties desire each others company yea. Furthermore, in a relationship between God and man, it would make sense that Man would be the one who seeks God, right?
Wrong.
Well, not in my case at least. I find myself easily distracted by earthly stuff, computer games, friends, and tv. Not to say that these things are bad, but when they start to appeal more to me than qt, there is something seriously wrong. Even when I know these things are already sucking me dry, and I feel like the s word, I don't really turn to God.
I know God's saying, "come here joash. Into my arms. I love you." And well.. I tell myself I'll do my qt later. but in the end.. i'm so tired by the end of the day that i don't even have sufficient energy to spend time with God. Dumb right?
And guess what happens?
God draws me back to himself. I mean.. He calls out to me. He sends me messages. He draws my heart back to himself, and when I finally turn back to Him, He takes me back into His arms and embraces me. Wow. like HELLO JOASH. HE'S GOD. How do I put this. argh.
Well, I really really thank God for his faithfulness and his love to an unworty piece of s-word like me. And He says that He loves me, and i'm not a piece of s-word. I can hear him now. i'm starting to tear now.
Pathetic isn't it? I can't even keep my heart focused on him, although i know that there is no better place to be in the whole world. Do you know a word that describes me?
No?
Well, I know one. It's called...
Prostitute.
See, in the bible, we are the bride, and Christ is the bridegroom. And in a marriage, there should be faithfulness. And God, being God, is faithful, and loving, and kind beyond imagination. And me? I'm like a prostitute that sleeps with anyting that comes my way, and I am unfaithful. Yet, God's faithful.
Question: How many of you would faithfully and lovingly take your wife back into your arms after you found out she has been unfaithful to you?
If you're of those loving and faithful husbands..
Here's another question: Would you do it again and again? For the fifth time? For the hundredth time? For the thousandth time? Would you do it again and again?
Yeah, me neither.
Can you imagine how deep God's love is? I can't. I bet I haven't even imagined the tip of the iceberg.
Pathetic. I'm so pathetic.
But I'm gonna stop this self-pity, because God picked me up from the ashes and called me his child. He said I am precious to him, and that He'll love me no matter what.
Wow.
My God rocks.
[ok, i know this is going to sound very gay... but.]
God <3
=)
"So I'll stand...
With arms high and heart abandoned..
In awe of the one who gave it all...
So I'll stand...
My soul, Lord, to You surrendered..
All I am is Yours...
So what could I say...
and what could I do...
But offer this heart O God...
Completely to You..."
{/2:25 am}
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