Thursday, 29 November 2007
♥
third day at work!!
and i realise if i don't do anything about this soon, i'm gonna turn into some fat coach potato who sits in the office all day.
ROCK CLIMBING IS POSTPONED!! AHHHHH!!
i've realised once again thaat... there's nothing better in this world than spending time with God(:
be it exercise, accomplishments, getting good grades, spending time with friends.. nothing beats spending time with God.
cos God rocks!(:
{/4:09 pm}
<3, me
Tuesday, 27 November 2007
♥ first day at 35 SCE
rejoice, joash updates his blog again(:
not much actually, except that i'm really disliking it here at 35 SCE. because it's a STAY-IN camp. stay-in = no going home everyday = different from all my contemporaries. sigh.
i'm in for a pretty hard time. two ptis for one batallion of men. that's.. 1:300 ratio. scary stuff :S hopefully i'll be able to earn the respect of them and not screw up like i have somewhere else james and i are gonna put together some really "fun" training programmes and see how they react (:
i still can't believe i'm a stay-in personnel.
i'm disgusted with my lack of meaningful things to say for the last dunno how many months. yuck.
{/8:20 pm}
<3, me
Saturday, 24 November 2007
♥
pop lo! we're freaking ptis and third sergeants(:
what a bittersweet day.
screw army. bleah.
{/12:04 am}
<3, me
Sunday, 18 November 2007
♥ emo?
are blogs outlets for emo-ness?
hell no.
I hate emo thoughts:P
sorry random!!
okie, update on my life so far....
Since my may post, i've...
finished my BMT (basic military training) and became a private!
then i went to SISPEC (School of Infantry Specialists), for my BSLC (: (Basic Section Leader Course). Graduated as a corporal :D
Now I'm attending the BFSC (Basic Fitness Specialist Course) whereby i have NO MORE OUTFIELDS and i'm graduating in one week's time. (: On friday, i'll officially be a PTI (or now known as an FS) and a third sergeant. YES! WOO HOO!!(:
Praise God that i passed my cpft. it was craaaazy hard. ya.
i suddenly don't feel like updating.
if u had just skipped all of the above sentences, it's okay. who's interesting in joash's boring army life anyway.
i'm really looking forward to tm camp(: and meeting shuxian! like FINALLY. it's so encouraging to see that she's gonna come for camp. i'm excited! :D
last night we just had another CGL meeting, and sarah, maria, shukun, and myself were discussing ________. sarah is gone, j kwok is gone, and there's only one leader left in my cg, then incompetent one. -_- sometimes i wonder why God allows me to stay here. sometimes i wonder if it's me. sometimes i wonder if it's them. sometimes i wonder if it's God. then i decide it's just me. ah well, i'll let God have his way with my posting. If he decides that i should end up in an FCC, that means i can't come to tm412 anymore, and i won' be able to lead my cell anymore.
tragic. yet.. i dunno, it'll probably be better for them. some of them don't even like me anyway.
ANYWAY. back to more happy stuff. i'm going to run 2-3 hours tonight. fun fun! (:
ryan, i'm gonna win in april. u watch!!
42km marathon next year anyone? =)
{/6:21 pm}
<3, me
Thursday, 15 November 2007
♥
You're unsuited for the rage of war..
So pack up, go home, you're through..
How can I make a man.. out of you?
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whoa, the funny stuff u think of when u stone:D disney's mulan DARN NICE:D
haha. random(:
anybody wanna run next year's 42km marathon with me?
{/4:29 am}
<3, me
Saturday, 10 November 2007
♥
i've finally completed my 4x4 cube ALL BY MYSELF:D:D
now i just need to figure out to do it more often. haha.
{/10:24 am}
<3, me
Thursday, 8 November 2007
♥
did you know...
elite marathon runners consider running 8-15km in a day as a rest day?! (that's our equivalent of our slacking at home, and watching tv all day)
sick.
{/10:26 am}
<3, me
Sunday, 4 November 2007
♥
Am i supposed to just stand here, and watch you hurt yourself over and over again?
sigh.
{/4:06 pm}
<3, me
Saturday, 3 November 2007
♥ Sorrow
How could I behold such beauty?
So divine your voice it moves me
The tears run down your tender eyes
The love that caused your son to die
I only want to see you smile
I want to make you proud
*Summer’s gone
We carry on
My heart beats strong enough
Strong enough to sing your song
Still don’t know why you should choose me
Filthy hands, I’m so unworthy
The tears run down your tender eyes
The love that caused your son to die
I only want to see you smile
I want to make you proud
**Sorrows burning
My heart is yearning
I need you here tonight
Time’s unweaving
Clouds aren’t clearing
Something’s just not right
Keep on singing
My eyes start tearing
Your beauty’s filling my sight
All sustaining
You’re overwhelming
I know you’re worth the fight
{/12:07 am}
<3, me