. Worth More Than A Sparrow .

Monday, 5 January 2009

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[Warning: long post ahead]

okay. i'm kind of free cos everyone is not online.. BECAUSE OF SCHOOL TOMORROW.

so strange.

but good. means there aren't people to keep me awake (:

lemme update a bit. let's see what i can rememebr.

ok, countdown first(:

uhm.. went to camp. kanna *censored* by the great thumb before i booked out. but it's okay i guess, cos it was my fault and i was irresponsible and all that. was planning to join my jc classmates at pasir ris at 2pm but kind of stayed at home cos i cooked yummy carbonara pasta for myself and packed..

by the time i finished packing, my dad came home and told us we were having bbq next door. like WAH LAO. i already catered my dinner at the chalet and it's gonna cost $13. okay lah, he didn't ask me to stay. but family is important right? so i stayed for dinner with them (hence missing yes man with my sec 4s. which sucks. but nvm, family is important) the food was great. company was great. daddy fetched me down to pasir ris (and we kind of hor lan-ded) but we eventually reached.

DANG IT'S GOOD TO MEET THE REST OF THEM AGAIN(:

lulu, dian, gita, claire, kangye, jiesheng, yisan, and all the rest of them. check out my facebook for all the pictures and fun! we just played uhhh.. i can't remmber. oh! we went to the beach! then headed back in time for the countdown. counted down then screamed like frantic maniacs and ran around with our sparklers:D sebastz was asking us what was our new years resolution, and i was thinking in my head "more intimacy with God" but i figured it's very diao for a video so i decided to go with something stupid and funny instead. (i'm still wondering if i should have just said it. but ah well. wrong time i guess) so guess what i said. i said..

"HOT GIRLFRIEND!!!"

ahahaha!! okay lah, very superficial. i didn't mean it k. BUT IT'S FUNNY WHAT :P then all the guys (including christopher teo zhi yang. unbelievable!) followed me and started shouting hot girlfriend!!! priceless man :D then i decided to start smsing different people and make sure all the smses are nice and personalised with diff messages cos i figured no point sending mass smses. it's so -__- and oh! shuxian replied me. MIRACLE! haha. made my day! (as usual. cos she replies once every two months or something) sad thing is that i think she dun wanna talk to me anymore though. which isn't just sad, it's REALLY saddening actually, but i guess kind of expected.

then after that we played charades which i proceeded to fall asleep around 2ish am. so i went up to the aircon room to sleep first (i was intending to just take a nap but aiyah) in the end, instead of the girls sleeping upstairs and the guys downstairs, we just crammed into the aircon room cos downstairs was too dang hot. some of them went to drink and at around 5am, the door opened then suddenly i felt this huge weight fall on me. somewhere in the distance i heard jiesheng's laughter. he must have jumped on us lah. quite funny. ahahaha. stupid drunk boy.

anyway, woke up at about 10:30am when ali came to wake me up. it's so strange you know. i woke up with like two girls in the room (along with other guys too. but the point is, GIRLS. like omgoodness) but i felt perfectly comfortable. i guess those two years spent together really doesn't go away. even though we haven't met in two years, i felt so at home with all of them. i felt 18 again(: it's a really nice feeling. ahaha. and ali is just as cool and brotherly as ever :D

i won't go into the details of the next 24 hours except that we spent the night playing monopoly. 8 hours for 2 games. it's crazy. after that i went for breakfast with chris, a short nap at home, left for dead with my band, and then random walking around PS in a dazed state. and then PRAYER(: with big attendance. very very good. yay. ahahaha.

okay that was my new year's holiday thingies. it was good fun (: expensive fun, but fun.

okay random facts:
1) i realised a lot of people (and i mean A LOT) think i like vanessa. let me clarify: i don't.
2) i had a oneish-two week crush about two weeks ago. which is like WHOA cos i haven't had such a long crush in two years. it was quite fun, and extremely extremely disturbing. only a selected few knows who that person was. (to all u weirdo people who think i'm some kind of pedo: no it's not celeste either.)
3) i keep getting random depressive thoughts. which is disturbing. but i guess it's helping me recognise and deal with certain issues in my life!
4) power of your name by lincoln brewster is such an amazing song.
5) ever since the camp week, i've been super busy until i wanna vomit blood sometimes. can die =/
6) ian wants to extend single-til-21 to 23. *dies*
7) i'm tired. sigh.

oh ya. i'm recently irritated by something. some people think i like to play favourites, etc etc. it's not true alright? if you're feeling like i've not been talking much to you, i'm sorry. i've been busy. all you people (yeah, if u read my blog and i know you do. this probably applies to you) are important to me. just that i don't always get a chance to say hi. so if you want, you can say hi first to me. then we can talk(: sounds good? don't just talk behind my back. it's not nice, it's irritating, and it hurts me to know that you think u're not important. cos you are.

okaaay. now i'm REALLY tired.

*adds a long post warning at the start*

goodnight friends(:

{/12:12 am}

<3, me