. Worth More Than A Sparrow .

Sunday, 22 February 2009

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new haircut today!! i feel like an ah beng cos i've decided to try to keep the back long(:

anyway, crash conference was really. so many issues i've been struggling with was answered at CRASH, and now i feel ready to face the world once again (: on top of that, i've learnt many cool things!!

ask me and i'll share with u some of it(:

i met lots of cool people from the other churches too! i met rachel and faith from paradise of God. i met issac, the COOLEST drummer ever. hahaha. he whacks so hard that his sticks flower FROM THE MIDDLE of sticks. along with the other drummers, they break drum skins and cymbals. they roxxors. ahahaha. he said "sometimes when i feel like there's a bad spirit, i hit very hard. it's like spiritual warfare!!!" i agree :D emmanual AOG is a cool church (: i like them a lot.

i think i'm a jumper at heart. but i'v also learnt to adapt to the surroundings. u probably won't catch me jumping in bartley anymore. i'll just do my little bounce(:

anyway, work for the last two weeks has been great. simple, straightforward work that i don't really have to stress about. my mind actually has some time to chill and relax and unwind all that rubbish that's been accumalating like MAD over the last two weeks.

ok, i'm gonna sort of unload, so IF YOU DON'T WANNA READ PLEASE SKIP THE NEXT TWO PARAGRAPHS.

i was wondering the other night. what if, what if i just went on a 2 week "u know what. i'm not going to care anymore, all of you can go die for all i care. i'm sick and tired of all this" binge. i think, no one is really going to know the difference. and no one is going to care. so WHY THE HECK AM I WORRYING MYSELF SICK OVER SO MANY DIFFENT PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN CARE FOR THEMSELVES. why?

shaun said i should stop thinking so much. thinking should be left to the hard people. lol.

but aiyah, i know why. it's like God was smacking all the reasons into my head as i typed that out. God rocks lah. hahaha.

God's good you know (: really really good. i don't know how to put it in a non-cliche way. but He's been really faithful. you guys know hosea's wife? i am hosea's wife. yet he loves me. and he never changes. no matter what. it's incredible!

"give your best years to jesus!"

amen, amen, and amen.

{/9:57 pm}

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